Requim for a dream

Ohhhhhh….

The sound of this song….

We did a scene one time where I sat in a chair backwards and he beat on me with the cane and crop adn floggers. This song played along with others.. But the feelings this song provokes..

I can feel it in the pit of my stomach, my head gets woosy. I am not a sub, but those instant subspace feelings begin to immediatly take me over. Usually I just end up crying. It was the best scene ever (Till the sex ruined it, but that’s okay.) I can feel myself sitting in that chair…I can almost feel a hit of the cane or crop…Speeding up and hitting harder as the music goes….

I try not to listen to it much cause it depresses me. But the feeling, that feeling, in the pit of my tummy….

It is so worth it to be just sad the rest of the night…To remember what was so good.

 

~~jane