On the Farm

So I have breifly mentioned beastiality before..lol here —————–> http://slavejane07.wordpress.com/2008/03/19/the-obssession-with-animals-in-bdsm/

So I got my monthly Maxim magazine a couple days ago and I finally sat down to read.. Their sex section, this month dealt with her fantasies. Lets see, the first one is…girl on girl. Then sex with a stranger, then submission, followed by sex for show. All legit fatasies…But here’s the one that got me..lol

HER FANTASY: SEX ON THE FARM

No, we are not talking about a roll in the hay with a cowboy. We’re talking about sex with animals. Before you freak out-rest assured that most women who have this thought cross their minds don’t actually want to bone Rover. According to Ramsey, beastiality fantasies are rooted in the idea of having sex with an object, where emotions are one sided. “People who have tremendous sexual drives sometimes feel other humans can’t toleratetheir intensity,” He explains. “So they turn to the next best thing-animals.” Sare, 30, confesses: “I used to have a fantasy about a dog licking me down there. I know it sounds creepy, but I just thought its long tongue would feel way better than a human tongue.” Um…yeah…of course.

YOUR REALITY: If you are willing to bring a live animal into your bedroom to satisfy your girlfriend, you syhould both seek intensive therapy. That said, you could try role-playing-woof!-or dressing up as a furry. Or you could just buy her a copy of Chicken Soup for the Animal Lover’s Soul and give her a few moments privacy.

KINK ALERT: Off the charts. Time to call the ASPCA.

 

HA HA! Isn’t that great!

 

~~jane

My wonderful life…

So things……are…ok? Seth and I spent time talking and it seemed productive, but I’ve been wrong before. I have made it a point to convey my needs to him. Such as the need for abuse. I like to be beat around and hit and kicked and all that. Not something I have ever thought about till I read about it. I take that back..I have thought about Seth hitting me. Perhaps provoking it in a bad way, but that was before all BDSM stuff. I think Seth is still trying to get comfortable with the idea that it is okay to beat on me. And I am doing my best to be patient. How the hell do you spell that properly?

I have a hard time telling Seth what I like. Partially because I am shy and embarrassed that I want to be hurt, or I want to treated this way or that. But is because I also want Seth to understand that sometimes things I say are just fantasy.

OH God I’m turning pervy.

Master has incorperated a rule that I masterbate each night. It’s not for the sake of pleasure, though. It’s so I can learn how to. lol I havent’ been able to get myslef off in forever. But this brought up another problemI have to masterbate everyday, and to do that I have to use a vibrating bullet…In turn, I end up bruised from having to push so hard, and then having to go fuck…God I hurt so bad!!I suggested to Seth that maybe a few nights I just use my hand instead of a vibrator. This means I won’t get to cum as often, but it’s supposed to be about learning, right? Master has not given his thoughts on this yet. I think he forgot, but I am taking as..he is taking time to think it through. That is what I am telling myself anyways.

As far as the D/s goes, not much is happening. It’s still be all about the sex. But I was good and told him this. I don’t think it made a diffrence, but I spoke up. It seem the only rule I have is to make his coffee. Not my idea of service, but it’s suppossed to be his idea of service. I am not clouded with the idea of slavery anymore. Ideas of sitting onthe floor and gracefulness and all the beauty. I’m not blinded by that anymore, though for a moment I was…

Master put on my music for a scene and beat me..cane…flogger…crop. But he would stop adn run his hands over my body..and now…the thoughts of leave me shuddering. It wasn’t even nessiccarly a sexual turn on, But a moment that made me FEEL that he loved me. It was chick-flick-movie passionate. And that was hot. I don’t expect things like that often. Seth doesn’t like to show that he loves me. And I am coming to terms with that. I still have my boughts of jealousy, why can’t my Master love me that much…but I am working on it. I am trying to stop telling Seth about the things I read that make me jealous. I store them and use them for my own fantasy when I am try to get off when I am stuck fucking.

Who knows if I will be with Seth forever, some times I doubt it. But I am doing my best to improve my slavery, myself. To make myself a better slave and submissive. Someday if I ever have another master, it would be far down the road, But I know I would be better prepared. namaste offers great advice, as well as the other girls on her sight…exquisit enslavement….on bettering oursleves to serve.

So that was my ramble for today. lol Thoughts in my head and crap and stuff..yeah

~~jane

The obssession with animals in BDSM

Now it has only been like to days since I lost my slave title. How ever I have come to realise that it does not change who I am. Who I have become. Though I am very dominate, I have to have my submissive side fed. I am dominate because I control every aspect of our lives. From cleaning to kids to bills and shopping. So the submissive side was a break. A place to relax. A good feeling from having someone break me and concoure me.

So I have been reading and bouncing around, trying to figure out where I go from here. And I notice an abundance of people with some sort of ….pet…thing, going on. lol

 

Now, I was a puppy at one point. It had to be one of the best things ever! It was great. No talking and getting petted and seeing the world from a whole new view point. It didn’t last long. But I found alot of people in the BDSM group do this..with ponies too! That seems more of a labor thing to me, and I try to avoid labor. lol

So what is with the animal obssession? Being a puppy was one of the happiest times I have had. Now that all turned into just puppy fucking, which while I liked it, it took away the fun I was having, and suddenly, never got to have again.

I have heard of other animals..like the pony and I think a cow and pig once before too…why would you want to be a pig? Maybe cause it’s dirty? lol Oh a kitty of course!

 

Then I start runing into things like this….http://www.fetishexchange.org/guide-to-k9sex.shtml Well I had to laugh. Now I have a good sense of morals, and I would never put anyone down for their “kink”. But…wow. The world is a strange place.

It has been so long since I could enjoy puppy time, that now it is back to the begining, or was. I am embarassed by it and ashamed to like it. And that is part of what gets me off about it. So I can see how using animal play or i guess even an actual animal would be humiliated to get off on. But…

hmmm

 

My thoughts are so jumbled! lol I once read a story not to long ago. A girl was trapped under the tire of a truck, not serious she just needed help to get out. And the gaurd dogs found her. Of course there was nothing she could do..Oh woe is her. The dogs took turns fucking her and she was sad nbut turned on..you get the gist. One of the men that works there noticed as was going to help her…So our heroine thought. He really just wanted in and made her suck his dick while the dogs continued to fuck her.

Of course far as I know, it is just a fantasy someone wrote, but in this day and age..who knows! Like I said I could never actually do this sorta thing. But the story was kinda hot. he he

Anyhow..I had no point. I needed to write and this is what was up at the moment. enjoy. lol

 

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~~jane